NYC

I went to NYC with Paul and his girlfriend, Christina. I promised myself
that I would not go again. Now, things changed. I went with them to move
on from my past.

I was in the car on the way to NJ. I was very nervous and emotional. I
was hoping that I would not see him or his friends. We got in New
Jersey, the memories came back. I was so angry at myself. We passed by
where he lives. When I stepped on NYC. My memories were gone. All I
thought about is Nick. Wishing he was standing next to me. The guilty I
had was gone. I can finally moved on and not letting him win over my
fear. I see NYC in a different way.

I got to see more places. I am satisfied with my tour. Now I can leave
NYC with a good memory. I feel free. I thought about wanting to go home.
I sure missed my home and family. I am looking forward to move forward
in my life.
~ArUaL~